My Huge Achievement

Just recently my mam had a very bad fall and badly hurt the bottom of her spine. This one night she had ended up with only her t-shirt on crouched over her bed, and i could not get her of her bed. Suddenly a voice in my head just went of like some kind of army person telling me to get up ring the ambulance. I then started to get her entire medications together, her phone and nintendo ds, tobbacco, and stuff. So there i was watching my mam slowly coming out of what was a diabitic coma. I then had to go and clean a proper filthy flat with no help, see no of you people will get how i am solely dependent on her to solve my problems. So i then had my dog taken off me the tv broke not mentioning my several drug addictions anyways long story short im ok now my dogs back hes ok and my mams ok dunno why ive wrote this i suppose its the first ever time i have really felt proud oh well

Your Lovable Internet Geek Taylor James

Drugs

Is the use of drugs a bad thing ? I don't think it is in moderation cannabis and aphetamine are good both creative reasons and of course housework. I don't agree with drugs like herion and alcohol the reason being that they change people and ruin lives. I would love to hear your views on this subject and help with any other subjects that you either fell strongly about or whatever you like once again hope you are enjoying these blogs it's my first time attempting anything like this so thanks for any input in advance your lovable internet geek taylor james.  

the gaming industry

Right i really do not know what is happening to the game industry they seem to be churning out nothing but shitty call of duty games and football games. They have ruined classics like need for speed, metal gear solid and devil may cry i mean come on dante with a fucking chav haircut sort it out. Then there's the new xbox one is it just me or have they just made a social networking sky plus box with windows 8 squashed in. The ps4 looks like it should be better this is just my view on the two next gen consoles having only seen the videos up on youtube, me im sticking to my xbox 360 and my ps2 well thats that your lovable internet geek taylor james.

Youtube

Hello again people this time i'd like to cover the subject of youtube. I have my own channel on there and have had a few years now its had a few views nothing to brag about really. I just happen to come across these absolutely pointless videos, like some girl talking about her day or a fucking cat compilation with a million views. There are a few amazing videos like ken block drifting and stop motion videos, what i would like to do in the near future is possibly start doing some form of feel good talks. I got the idea from a youtuber called emma blackery you should look at some of her stuff it's very good, i would be interested in teaming up with someone to start a channel account whatever. It's just coming up with ideas for it any comments or advice with either this or my blogging attempts would be great your lovable internet geek taylor james.

the internet

The internet now where to start its an amazing invention but it needs to be monitored, i suppose in a way its a bit like a drug. Used in the right ways its ok but spending to much time online is not a good thing, you become addicted to it using it to endlessly scroll page after page of lets be honest it is just bullshit. I have found myself downloading thousands of applications and games that i don't even end up using, you end up becoming addicted to just clicking around the world wide web. But if you lets say use it for blogging like i am starting to it's helpful, what i intend to achieve with these blogs is both a hobby thats hopefully a bit of help to some people, and a pastime for myself. I have seen people checking there facebook even when they are in the same room as a bunch of people rather than have a chat. So to wrap this rant up the internet is a good creation but i think it needs to start being used to help people or for people to express there feelings and views. your lovable internet geek taylor james

video games and how the help deal with life

In my life i've used video games as a kind of emotional crutch, during my deppresion i would find zoning out into games helped me to cope with the stress and worry. I would spend hours playing games like final fantasy and grand theft auto to name just a few, as long as it had a plot and a story for my mam to watch and follow. I have been a huge fan of video games and consoles my first ever console was a sega megadrive with sonic the hedgehog. golden axe and a load of other titles, after that i was given a playstation one for x-mas with crash bandicoot and a few other titles, after that i got a playstation two with grand theft auto vice city, still to this very day one the my greatest consoles i have ever owned. The only problem with zoning out into consoles etc is you get addicted and begin to lose the art of conversation, which to me is a big thing in life. Also online gaming is extremely addictive with games like world of warcraft and eve asking for a monthly subscription which people pay every month. So what im getting at people is that gaming is helpful in ways but harmful in many others hope you enjoyed reading this your lovable internet geek taylor james

a little bit of my life part one

Hi my name is taylor james mellors born  taylor james alexander edwards on the 4th of december 1991, it's not been an easy life from the day i was born i've had emotional hurdles to overcome my birth mother was addicted to herion and unable to look after me thats when my biological grandma took over she's been a outstanding role model always here for me i've learnt all my life lessons from her and alot more i consider my self to be a very extremely lucky and also unique young man i'm twenty two i've already been though several drug habits cokeaine, exstacy, canabis and sevaral others the most proudest of all was learning my lesson with alcohol i'm proud to say i have not touched the evil liquid for two years one of the worst times in my life was when i was thirteen and was wrongly accused of rape bullied out of school and attacked sevaral times it got to the point where i cound'nt even walk down my own street without being set upon by up to fithteen lads following that i came down with a extreme case of depression and angxiatey so my mam would let all my friends in to the house rather than have to hang around waiting to be abused she brought me up to respect women and i've been told i'm a gentle and considerate lover my mams been both a father and a mother to me advising me wherever i needed it the next big event in my life was when i was sixteen years old and i fell in love with a girl we had something special but it was ruined by endulging in drugs and spending to much time in each others company none stop so sadly we split up we were on and of for a while but after a while where we lived became unbearable so we moved over to barrow island and it felt like a fresh start but after a few years the depression and axiousness took its toll on the flat combined with numeours so called friends letting me down and ex girl friends turning against me which led to me becoming bitter and twisted hating women and men bot again my dear mother helped me though that bad spell she would even spend up to seventeen hours straight watching me on need for speed carbon encouraging me to beat darius we would take amphetamine and stay up all night talking and playing on games together she's now even as good as me she says i've been a brialliant teacher though the bad spells i tought myself more or less everything about computers and how they work and became a teacher to my mam she now knows just as much as me about technology and even points out things i've missed we have a very special bond we like the same music which is quite varied hell we even have the same way of modifing cars and colour schemes she's getting very good shes a amazing bass player on guitar hero shes beaten me on my specialaty driving game gran turismo shes completed fable two  by herself and can kick my arse on soul calibur and tekken we have the same view on world issues and the problem with getting to addicted to online gaming and social networking we have always given each other hand made cards and poems though the years recently she's been more help than i could of ever asked for beacause i did have a very extreme case of paranoia but yet again shes helped me though that as well she in hospital as i type this after having a bad fall but i suppose it was a blessing in desguie beacause they have found out that she's had dieabetes for a long time but she's on the mend now and back to her normal crazy unique self so i best get back to the housework any comments or interest on this blog would be greatly appreactied.

your loveable internet geek taylor