a little bit of my life part one

Hi my name is taylor james mellors born  taylor james alexander edwards on the 4th of december 1991, it's not been an easy life from the day i was born i've had emotional hurdles to overcome my birth mother was addicted to herion and unable to look after me thats when my biological grandma took over she's been a outstanding role model always here for me i've learnt all my life lessons from her and alot more i consider my self to be a very extremely lucky and also unique young man i'm twenty two i've already been though several drug habits cokeaine, exstacy, canabis and sevaral others the most proudest of all was learning my lesson with alcohol i'm proud to say i have not touched the evil liquid for two years one of the worst times in my life was when i was thirteen and was wrongly accused of rape bullied out of school and attacked sevaral times it got to the point where i cound'nt even walk down my own street without being set upon by up to fithteen lads following that i came down with a extreme case of depression and angxiatey so my mam would let all my friends in to the house rather than have to hang around waiting to be abused she brought me up to respect women and i've been told i'm a gentle and considerate lover my mams been both a father and a mother to me advising me wherever i needed it the next big event in my life was when i was sixteen years old and i fell in love with a girl we had something special but it was ruined by endulging in drugs and spending to much time in each others company none stop so sadly we split up we were on and of for a while but after a while where we lived became unbearable so we moved over to barrow island and it felt like a fresh start but after a few years the depression and axiousness took its toll on the flat combined with numeours so called friends letting me down and ex girl friends turning against me which led to me becoming bitter and twisted hating women and men bot again my dear mother helped me though that bad spell she would even spend up to seventeen hours straight watching me on need for speed carbon encouraging me to beat darius we would take amphetamine and stay up all night talking and playing on games together she's now even as good as me she says i've been a brialliant teacher though the bad spells i tought myself more or less everything about computers and how they work and became a teacher to my mam she now knows just as much as me about technology and even points out things i've missed we have a very special bond we like the same music which is quite varied hell we even have the same way of modifing cars and colour schemes she's getting very good shes a amazing bass player on guitar hero shes beaten me on my specialaty driving game gran turismo shes completed fable two  by herself and can kick my arse on soul calibur and tekken we have the same view on world issues and the problem with getting to addicted to online gaming and social networking we have always given each other hand made cards and poems though the years recently she's been more help than i could of ever asked for beacause i did have a very extreme case of paranoia but yet again shes helped me though that as well she in hospital as i type this after having a bad fall but i suppose it was a blessing in desguie beacause they have found out that she's had dieabetes for a long time but she's on the mend now and back to her normal crazy unique self so i best get back to the housework any comments or interest on this blog would be greatly appreactied.

your loveable internet geek taylor